Hey man/girl/w/e,
I’m repressing the boomer thing to tell you it’s going to be all right. I can’t promise that.
I can just say that fighting the system is hard, I tried. Try work with it sometimes and see how that works out.
Also don’t let anyone tell you thingsa are/aren’t suitable. What makes you happy is very important to you. I started playing tf2 when I was in my late 20’s and met a lot of people and had a blast.’
I feel, though, that my examples might not mean much to you now, and that’s ok. Just know that I felt like what you described here and I managed to get it a bit better (i’m in my 40s now). Not everything is great, but I hop eyou find someone you can share some of your life with, that makes it easier.
Boomer out.
btw your username is great
Just be aware enough to hold on whenever you encounter a nugget of beauty