I would die of sleep deprivation or maybe heat stroke so thanks but can’t!

I turned to look and see if my blanket had flowers on it, but no it’s geometric so I’m safe and totally not this meme right now haha.

Yes, which is why they are absolute hell for my brain.

My autism manifests heavily on the side of hating certain feelings and very much hating anything tight on me. Anywhere. Makes it difficult to wear anything. Especially bras. Which is very bad as it’s very obvious I am not wearing one.

So instead of trying to find one that works I just have up caring.

Still trying to find comfortable clothes but if I find that, I care little how it looks. Usually. Until the anxiety manages to come screaming in.

Anyone who shows up at my door gets candy

As no one has this year, or the last several years

I am fairly certain there are no trees on the property anymore. I don’t know what they had against trees, but they tore out everything!

Weeping willow trees. We had one at my childhood home. When it was sold, the new owners tore it out. I was very sad.

The ada is amazing. My husband grew up just as it was being put into place and remembers the protests (to get it, not against it). Without it, things are much more difficult. I know there will be handicapped parking, and cutins on sidewalks and bathrooms and stuff wherever we go without having to look it up.

Then I’d use it for boring things only, which would make the gift givers annoyed as those aren’t a gift. If they wanted to help me with that stuff, they do pay cash. Which is why they give gift cards, so I’ll treat myself.

I like gift cards. A lot of the stuff I want to buy I know what I want but family would not. So they buy a gift cards to the place I want to buy stuff, I buy the correct stuff, and show off what I got. So they give me like Penzeys gift cards, and I get the cinnamon I need! Or other spices.

I’m alone so infrequently I usually enjoy it. But I have anxiety so if I’m having a panic attack, all worries are on the table and mostly center around “but what if my husband or sister just never come back???”

I do not write for Eric Andre, but it sounds fun.

I am recounting an event that happened when Star Wars Galaxies was around.

A friends of mine comes to me and we start talking about Star Wars Galaxies. She tells me about her friend who plays, and the character he has who is a non combatant because I ask if I could be a chef or any other non combatant role. She says I can, using her friend as an example. She gives me the gift of a spork. Because we’re teenage girls and it’s random times.

I then explain I wouldn’t mind if the game is grindy or slow because my tolerance for that as a teenager was very high. But my ability to play the game at the time is hampered by my lack of money so I can’t pay the monthly fees. Or buy the game. Because I’m a kid.

A girl who have me a spork told me how her friend played the game and he was a hair dresser in game and once watched a battle between two jedi, when I asked her if I could be a chef in game.

I might have liked it, back then, but my tolerance for things was very high. Paying for a subscription was very veery low, being a young teen.

Almost any, but I wish I had played Star Wars Galaxies in its prime. But any, really. I was not allowed to play almost any video games growing up. Except for Detective Barbie: Mystery of the Carnival Caper. And Mavis Beacon Teaches Typing. Of, and Oregon Trail 2! Not 1. 2.

Hm, probably because it brings back memories of childhood which are a mixed bag. Otherwise I generally like the Beatles, so it’s not all sad. Not my favorite song, but a rippling sound. And that’s all my brain can extract today!

I’m sorry, I don’t understand this if it’s a question?

Edit - Now I look like a dingdong, you edited it! XD

Melancholic

Yeah, its a book series I’ll leave in the past where it belongs!

I read all the Xanth novels as a teenager and it probably made my brain mushy. More mushy.

My brain is just very mushy. The first few books were okay…ish, but they just got worse. And not just in a sexist way, but also a poorly written way.

I only know of this book because it was included in a Showcase Showdown style…thing I saw once, where everything in the showcase was…well, if not bad, highly impractical.

Mostly bad.