Thank you for sharing! I have a friend who grew up in Amarillo and she’s told me about the big church split there over instruments. It’s crazy how these cult-like religious groups are able to exist in plain view with so much control over the followers. That’s the kind of stuff that makes people think all religion is crazy. They create an us-them situation and either don’t know or don’t care that they’re on the wrong side of that.
Everything you go through makes you who you are. If your younger years were restricted, take in all you can now. Start by reading the things that were kept from you.